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Inside My God Box

October 14, 2014 stephaniep12 step, 12step, aa, ACOA, addiction, addiction and creativity, Al-anon, ALANON, na, recovery, serenityprayer, sober birthdays0 comment

I have a secret. Actually, hundreds of secrets, hopes, fears, desires, wishes all written on little scrapes of paper I’ve collected throughout the years and stuffed into my God Box. This is my way of Letting Go, Letting God – surrendering them to my Higher Power. Instead of worrying, ruminating or obsessing over life, I write it down and Turn It Over. My first sponsor, over 13 years ago, had one. She thought everyone should have one. At first, I thought it was little childish until I went through some…

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Relapse Scares Me Still

September 12, 2012 stephaniep12 step, aa, addiction, addiction and creativity, Al-anon, ALANON, alcoholism, fear of relapse, na, recovery, serenity prayer, serenityprayer, sober birthdays, sobriety anniversary0 comment

Relapse from recovery is my number one fear. Falling off the wagon, going out, screwing up: same difference. As a person in recovery for over 10 years, the fear of relapse still scares me sober. And it seems like everyone in recovery I’ve come in contact with has exactly the same fear. Once an alcoholic or addict is “in recovery” and has been clean and sober for a while and continues to go to AA or NA or other 12 Step meetings, relapse is still a very real possibility. Although…

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Alcohol – the cheapest drug in America

May 19, 2012 stephaniep12 step, 12step, addiction, addiction and creativity, Al-anon, ALANON, alcoholism, isolation and addiction, just for today, na, recovery0 comment

I was shopping at Trader Joe’s today and came face to face with a display for house brand Vodka priced at $10.99 for 1.75 litres. Wow that makes for some cheap booze! You are looking at 40 drinks for about $0.27 per shot. Then I looked around some more, I noticed they have wine priced at $2.00 a bottle and that’s a big $0.40 a glass. That wine has been famously dubbed TJ’s Two Buck Chuck (Charles Shaw Vineyard). Beer was just as cheap too. Depending on one’s tolerance, a…

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Not only for addicts…

November 13, 2011 stephaniep12 step, 12step, aa, addiction, addiction and creativity, PTSD, recovery, Serenity, serenity prayer, serenityprayer0 comment

I received an email from a Gulf War veteran which touched me. I’d like to share it with you: Hi, your work is amazing. I am a recovering addict recently diagnosed with PTSD from the Gulf War….I was just wondering if you are continuing your blog work. I haven’t seen any updates from September. I hope all is well. — Charles Thank you for asking Charles! I haven’t been very well, I’ve been having chronic back pain issues for the last six months. What’s more, I’m not taking any pain…

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Was Dracula Really Just Drinking…Blood?

August 6, 2011 stephaniep12 step, aa, addiction, addiction and creativity, Misery, na, On Writing by Stephen KIng, recovery, Stephen King, Stephen King On Writing, StephenKing0 comment

In my last blog post, I talked about how wrong I was in my belief that Stephen King’s Misery was about the artist trapped in the horror-genre. After reading his book, On Writing-A Memoir of the Craft, it turns out that he was writing about being trapped and crippled by drugs and alcohol. So much for my years of literary interpretation I learned at school! This has opened up my eyes and I now wonder how many other novels or short shorts are about addiction and alcoholism masked in metaphors. …

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Stephen King Is One Of Us

June 30, 2011 stephaniep12 step, aa, addiction, addiction and creativity, Misery, na, On Writing by Stephen KIng, recovery, Stephen King, Stephen King On Writing, StephenKing0 comment

I picked up a used book by Stephen King called On Writing – A Memoir of the Craft. It’s partially a memoir, and partially a how-to book on writing. To my amazement there is a small section of the memoir, Chapter 36, where he talks about his struggles with addiction. He very openly and poignantly describes his battle with booze and drugs and discusses the myth surrounding mind-altering substances and creative endeavor. He talks about 20th century writers like Hemingway and Fitzgerald who have perpetuated the myth that one must…

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